It's been 4 days since Mama's birthday.
But Mama is no longer around.
I'm having a breakdown in a middle of the night.
I really really miss Mama.
I just want to see her again and let her know how much I love her and ask for her forgiveness for all my wrongdoings.
I know deep inside I feel a little bit of regret, for not giving her the best I could, when I know I could've give her so much more.